silverwolfygirl2

My very first journal entry was about my main blog on tumblr and oh miracle I've updated that one after a looong time. Thought I'd properly list the rest of my accounts if anyone is interested to follow me there

• alexa's dream diary--> link<

• alexas-fandom-and-random-blog-->  link<

• otp-faquarlxbartimaeus --> link<

(also another excuse not to leave my last journal entry being more whinning from yours truly hehe)

Look at this beauty! I'm happy how it came out!!



I think I'll also submit in my gallery of "photo manipulation" the thumbnails I make for my vids. Just to have them there. They do take some effort

(personal RANT bellow)
Went through some of my older journal entries and I gotta say the most embarrassing is that comission one I made. It was very unprofessional, obviously greedy and since I'm bad to keeping up a schedule I can't even understand what I was thinking. I feel like I own a lot of apologies to the few that might have gotten their hopes up. Bad way to keep me motivated too.. I need to work some more issues with myself before going into any business it seems. I'm still a fucking kid in my head jeez!

Anyways fics are still on hiatus but I did write 2 whole new chapters in my own original novel after 4 years of letting my inner author rot. I'm also making progress in my social life to which I am very proud. Still having trouble with concentrating and studies. I feel bad for wasting my parents money for an extra year, but things are looking brighter none the less. It's the first time in a while I have a clearer view of the future. Getting back into sports and actually keeping up with my martial arts schedule helps too. That saying has a great wisdom in it!
"Νούς υγιής εν σώματι υγιή" (roughly translates into: a healthy body leads to a healthy mind)

I've been sooo much into this game lately. The fandom is amazing and very very creative! Top quality creations too! I wanna list some of my favorite animations here
(also because I really don't want to leave the journal page showing in my profile in a sad note and God I need a distraction with the chaotic tragedy that went down at Paris yesterday...)

WARNING: SPOILERS

I keep orginizing old stuff, sorting out some faves and files in my profile to make it look presentable.

(Third capter of my bartimaeus fic "Reborn: Art thou truly just a brat?" has a new preview picture now)

Well I'm happy with the result and organizing my computer and blogs/accounts I manage helps clear my mind but still...
I'm very disapointed with myself on the creativity department. I continue to be all talk and no action..Where is my energy and passion damn it?

*sigh* well..it's only 4.30 pm and Krav Maga practise starts at 9. I have some pages of studying to finish. there really should be time for me to not waste another day losing myself in everyone else's great work online and create some of my own. Probably won't be finished or posted but I should at least do something! Bah!  

..kinda. Very tired from university work. We're also having some political issues going on and I have some personal but oh well...those are my problems.
Anyways I'm back online is what I wanted to state. Able to interact again on DA. I'll try to post some fanfiction soon as well.